Yes! He hath flitted from me-with what aim, Or why, I know not! 'Twas a home of bliss, And He was innocent, as the pretty shame Of babe, that tempts and shuns the menaced kiss, From its twy-cluster'd hiding place of snow! Pure as the babe, I ween, and all aglow
As the dear hopes, that swell the mother's breast
Her eyes down gazing o'er her clasped charge;— Yet gay as that twice happy father's kiss, That well might glance aside, yet never miss, Where the sweet mark emboss'd so sweet a targe Twice wretched he who hath been doubly blest!
Like a loose blossom on a gusty night
He flitted from me-and has left behind
(As if to them his faith he ne'er did plight)
Of either sex and answerable mind
Two playmates, twin-births of his foster-dame:- The one a steady lad (Esteem he hight) And Kindness is the gentler sister's name. Dim likeness now, tho' fair she be and good Of that bright Boy who hath us all forsook ;- But in his full-eyed aspect when she stood, And while her face reflected every look, And in reflection kindled-she became
So like Him, that almost she seem'd the same!
Ah! He is gone, and yet will not depart !— Is with me still, yet I from Him exil'd!
For still there lives within my secret heart The magic image of the magic Child, Which there He made up-grow by his strong art As in that crystal* orb-wise Merlin's feat,— The wondrous "World of Glass," wherein inisl'd All long'd for things their beings did repeat;-— And there He left it, like a Sylph beguiled, To live and yearn and languish incomplete!
Can wit of man a heavier grief reveal? Can sharper pang from hate or scorn arise?— Yes! one more sharp there is that deeper lies, Which fond Esteem but mocks when he would heal. Yet neither scorn nor hate did it devise, But sad compassion and atoning zeal!
One pang more blighting-keen than hope betray'd! And this it is my woful hap to feel,
When at her Brother's hest, the twin-born Maid With face averted and unsteady eyes, Her truant playmate's faded robe puts on; And inly shrinking from her own disguise Enacts the faery Boy that's lost and gone. O worse than all! O pang all pangs above Is Kindness counterfeiting absent Love!
*Faerie Queene, B. III. c. 2, s. 19.
YEA, he deserves to find himself deceived, Who seeks a heart in the unthinking man. Like shadows on a stream, the forms of life Impress their characters on the smooth forehead: Nought sinks into the bosom's silent depth. Quick sensibility of pain and pleasure Moves the light fluids lightly; but no soul Warmeth the inner frame.
ON HAVING LEFT A PLACE OF RETIREMENT.
Low was our pretty Cot: our tallest rose Peeped at the chamber-window. We could hear At silent noon, and eve, and early morn, The sea's faint murmur. In the open air
Our myrtles blossomed; and across the porch Thick jasmins twined: the little landscape round Was green and woody, and refreshed the eye.
It was a spot which you might aptly call The Valley of Seclusion! Once I saw
(Hallowing his Sabbath-day by quietness) A wealthy son of commerce saunter by, Bristowa's citizen: methought, it calmed His thirst of idle gold, and made him muse With wiser feelings: for he paused, and looked With a pleased sadness, and gazed all around, Then eyed our Cottage, and gazed round again, And sighed, and said, it was a Blessed Place. And we were blessed. Oft with patient ear Long-listening to the viewless skylark's note (Viewless, or haply for a moment seen Gleaming on sunny wings) in whispered tones. I've said to my beloved, "Such, sweet girl! The inobtrusive song of happiness, Unearthly minstrelsy! then only heard
When the soul seeks to hear; when all is hushed, And the heart listens !
From that low dell, steep up the stony mount I climbed with perilous toil and reached the top, Oh! what a goodly scene! Here the bleak
The bare bleak mountain speckled thin with sheep;
Gray clouds, that shadowing spot the sunny fields ;
And river, now with bushy rocks o'erbrowed, Now winding bright and full, with naked banks; And seats, and lawns, the Abbey and the wood,
And cots, and hamlets, and faint city-spire, The Channel there, the Islands and white sails, Dim coasts, and cloud-like hills, and shoreless Ocean-
It seemed like Omnipresence! God, methought, Had built him there a temple: the whole World Seemed imaged in its vast circumference, No wish profaned my overwhelmed heart. Blest hour! It was a luxury-to be!
Ah! quiet dell! dear Cot, and mount sublime! I was constrained to quit you.. Was it right, While my unnumbered brethren toiled and bled, That I should dream away the entrusted hours On rose-leaf beds, pampering the coward heart With feelings all too delicate for use? Sweet is the tear that from some Howard's eye Drops on the cheek of one he lifts from earth: And he that works me good with unmoved face, Does it but half: he chills me while he aids, My benefactor, not my brother man! Yet even this, this cold beneficence,
Praise, praise it, O my soul! oft as thou scann'st The sluggard Pity's vision-weaving tribe! Who sigh for wretchedness, yet shun the wretched, Nursing in some delicious solitude
Their slothful loves and dainty sympathies! I therefore go, and join head, heart, and hand, Active and firm, to fight the bloodless fight Of science, freedom, and the truth in Christ.
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