And then my vow is hard to keep, For it were a joy, indeed, to weep! For I feel as men feel when moonlight falls Or the wind plays, sadly, along the walls That we knew in their day of smiles; Or as one who hears, amid foreign flowers, A tune he had learnt in his mother's bowers. But I may not and I dare not weep, Lest the vision pass away, And the vigils that I love to keep That leaves me-with the day Like one who has travelled far, to the spot Where his home should be-and finds it not ! Yet then, like the incense of many flowers, Rise pleasant thoughts to me; 36 ACROSS THE WAVES-AWAY AND FAR. For I know, from thy dwelling in eastern bowers, That thy spirit has come, in those silent hours, And I feel, in my soul, the fadeless truth Of her whom I loved in early youth. Like hidden streams,-whose quiet tone Is unheard in the garish day, That utter a music all their own, When the night-dew falls, and the lady moon Looks out to hear them play, I knew not half thy gentle worth, Till grief drew all its music forth. We shall not meet on earth again! And I would have it so ; For, they tell me that the cloud of pain And I have heard that storm and shower Have dimmed thy loveliness, my flower! I would not look upon thy tears,— Just as thou wert, in those blessed years And I would not aught should mar the spell, I love to think on thee, as one With whom the strife is o'er; And feel that I am journeying on, Wasted, and weary, and alone, To join thee on that shore Where thou-I know-wilt look for me, And I, for ever, be with thee! THE DEAD TRUMPETER. AFTER A VIGNETTE PICTURE, BY HORACE VERNET. WAKE, soldier, wake!-thy war-horse waits, Thou slumberest at a foeman's gates ;- And thy red faulchion gathering rust! Sleep, soldier, sleep!-thy warfare o'er,- Thou need'st nor helm nor cuirass, now, Thy mother is not in thy dreams, Sleep, soldier!-let thy mother wait, Thy dog, perhaps, may find the gate, And bid her home to thee, at last : He cannot tell a sadder tale Than did thy clarion, on the gale, When last-and far away—she heard its lingering echos fail! |