And note they this his cruel tyranny, 9 Since I was his, hour rested I never, Nor look to do; and eke the wakey nights By guile and force, over my thralled sprites 10 For never worms old rotten stock have eaten, And doth the same with death daily threaten; torment, The sighs, the words, and eke the languishment, That annoy both me, and peradventure other: Judge thou, that know'st the one, and eke the other.' 11 Mine adversare with such grievous reproof, Thus he began; 'Hear, Lady, the other part; 12 Now shames he not on me for to complain, And toward honour quickened I his wit, 13 He knoweth how great Atrides, that made Troy freat;1 And Hannibal to Rome so troublous; Whom Homer honoured, Achilles that great; And African Scipion, the famous; And many other, by much honour glorious ; Whose fame and acts did lift them up above; I did let fall in base dishonest love. 14 And unto him, though he unworthy were, Of wisdom, womanhood, and of discretion; 15 Evermore thus to content his mistress, 16 These were the same deceits, and bitter gall, That I have us'd, the torment and the anger, Sweeter than ever did to other fall; Of right good seed ill fruit, lo, thus I gather; And so shall he that the unkind doth further: 1Freat:' waste. A serpent nourish I under my wing, 17 And for to tell, at last, my great service; From thousand dishonesties have I him drawen, Doubting report that should come to her ear: 18 Whatever he hath of any honest custom, Of her, and me, that holds he every whit: To plain on us: he striveth with the bit, 19 But one thing yet there is, above all other: I gave him wings, wherewith he might upfly Might give in earth, by reason of his love; 20 And he the same himself hath said ere this: But now, forgotten is both that and I, That gave him her, his only wealth and bliss.' And at this word, with deadly shriek and cry, Thou gave her once,' quod I, but by and by Thou took her ayen from me, that woe-worth thee!' 'Not I, but price; more worth than thou,' quod he. 21 At last, each other for himself concluded, I trembling still, but he, with small reverence; 'Lo, thus, as we each other have accused, Dear lady, now we wait thine only sentence.' 'It liketh me,' quod she, 'to have heard your But longer time doth ask a resolution.' COMPLAINT OF THE ABSENCE OF HIS LOVE. So feeble is the thread, that doth the burden stay Which doth persuade such words unto my sored mind, 'Maintain thyself, O woful wight, some better luck to find: For though thou be depriv'd from thy desired sight, Who can thee tell, if thy return be for thy more delight? 10 Or, who can tell, thy loss if thou mayst once recover, Some pleasant hour thy woe may wrap, and thee defend and cover.' Thus in this trust as yet it hath my life sustained; But now, alas, I see it faint, and I by trust am trained.3 The time doth fleet, and I see how the hours do bend So fast, that I have scant the space to mark my coming end 'Whisted:' silent.-2Did:' caused.- Trained:' deceived. Westward the sun from out the east scant shews his light, 17 When in the west he hides him straight, within the dark of night; And comes as fast, where he began his path awry, From east to west, from west to east, so doth his journey lie. The life so short, so frail, that mortal men live here; So great a weight, so heavy charge the bodies that we bear; That when I think upon the distance and the space, That doth so far divide me from my dear desired face, I know not how t' attain the wings that I require, Those lively eyes, which of my thoughts were wont the keys to hold, 30 Those thoughts were pleasant sweet, whilst I enjoy'd that grace; My pleasure past, my present pain when I might well embrace. And for because my want should more my woe increase; In watch, in sleep, both day and night, my will doth never cease That thing to wish, whereof since I did lose the sight, Was never thing that might in ought my woful heart delight. |