I have too much believ'd mine own fufpicion: 'Beseech you, tenderly apply to her Some remedies for life. Apollo, pardon My great prophaneness 'gainst thine oracle ! I'll reconcile me to Polixenes,
New woo my queen, recall the good Camillo, Whom I proclaim a man of truth, of mercy: For, being transported by my jealousies To bloody thoughts and to revenge, I chose Camillo for the minister to poifon
My friend Polixenes; which had been done, But that the good mind of Camillo tardied
My swift command; though I with death, and with Reward, did threaten and encourage him,
Not doing it, and being done; he (most humane, And fill'd with honour) to my kingly guest Unclasp'd my practice, quit his fortunes here, Which you knew great, and to the certain hazard Of all incertainties himself commended, No richer than his honour: how he glifters Through my dark ruft! and how his piety Does my deeds make the blacker!
O, cut my lace, left my heart, cracking it,
Lord. Alas! what fit is this, good lady?
Pau. What studied torments, tyrant, haft for me?
What wheels? racks? fires? what flaying? boiling? burning In leads or oils ? what old or newer torture
Must I receive? whofe every word deferves To taste of thy most worst. Thy tyranny, Together working with thy jealoufies,
Fancies too weak for boys, too green and idle For girls of nine, o! think what they have done, And then run mad indeed; ftark mad; for all Thy by-gone fooleries were but spices of it. That thou betray'dft Polixenes, 'twas nothing; That did but fhow thee of a foul inconstant And damnable ingrateful: nor was't much, Thou would'st have poifon'd good Camillo's honour, To have him kill a king: poor trefpaffes, More monftrous standing by; whereof I reckon The cafting forth to crows thy baby-daughter, To be, or none, or little; though a devil Would have fhed water out of fire, ere don't: Nor is't directly lay'd to thee, the death Of the young prince, whofe honourable thoughts (Thoughts high for one fo tender) cleft the heart That could conceive a grofs and foolish fire Blemish'd his gracious dam: this is not, no, Lay'd to thy answer; but the last, o, lords, When I have faid, cry, wo! the queen, the queen, The sweetest creature's dead; and vengeance for't Not drop'd down yet.
Lord. The higher powers forbid!
Pau. I fay, fhe's dead: I'll fwear't: if word, nor oath Prevail not, go and fee: if you can bring
Tincture or luftre in her lip, her eye,
Heat outwardly, or breath within, I'll ferve As I would do the gods. But, o thou tyrant! Do not repent these things, for they are heavier Than all thy vows can ftir: therefore betake thee To nothing but defpair. A thousand knees, Ten thousand years together, naked, fasting, Upon a barren mountain, and ftill winter
In storm perpetual, could not move the gods
To look that way thou wert.
Leo. Go on, go on:
Thou canst not speak too much; I have deferv'd All tongues to talk their bitterest.
Howe'er the business goes, you have made fault I'th' boldness of your speech.
All faults I make, when I fhall come to know them, I do repent: alas, I've show'd too much
The rashness of a woman; he is touch'd
To th' noble heart. What's gone, and what's past help, Should be paft grief: do not receive affliction
At my petition, I beseech you; rather
Let me be punish'd, that have minded you
Of what you fhould forget. Now, good my liege,
Sir, royal fir, forgive a foolish woman
The love I bore your queen-lo, fool again!
I'll speak of her no more, nor of your children: I'll not remember you of my own lord,
Who is loft too. Take you your patience to you, And I'll fay nothing.
Leo. Thou didft speak but well,
When moft the truth; which I receive much better
Than to be pitied of thee. Pr'ythee, bring me
To the dead bodies of my queen and fon;
One grave shall be for both: upon them shall The causes of their death appear unto Our shame perpetual: once a day, I'll visit
The chapel where they lie; and tears, shed there, Shall be my recreation. Long as nature Will bear up with this exercise, so long
I daily vow to use it. Come, and lead me To these my sorrows.
A defert country; the fea at a little diftance.
Enter Antigonus, with a child; and a Mariner.
HOU art perfect then, our fhip hath touch'd upon The deferts of Bithynia?
We've landed in ill time: the fkies look grimly, And threaten present blusters. In my conscience, The heav'ns with that we have in hand are angry, And frown upon's.
Ant. Their facred wills be done! get thee aboard, Look to thy bark; I'll not be long before I call on thee.
Mar. Make your best hafte, and go not Too far i'th' land; 'tis like to be loud weather: Befides, this place is famous for the creatures
prey that keep upon't.
Ant. Go thou away:
I'll follow inftantly.
Mar. I'm glad at heart
To be fo rid o'th' business.
Ant. Come, poor babe;
I have heard, but not believ'd, the spirits o'th' dead May walk again: if fuch thing be, thy mother Appear'd to me last night; for ne'er was dream So like a waking. To me comes a creature, Sometimes her head on one fide, fome another, I never faw a veffel of like forrow
So fill'd, and fo becoming; in pure white robes, Like very fanctity, she did approach
My cabin where I lay; thrice bow'd before me,
And, gafping to begin fome speech, her eyes Became two spouts: the fury spent, anon Did this break from her. Good Antigonus, Since fate, against thy better difpofition, Hath made thy person for the thrower-out Of my poor babe, according to thine oath, Places remote enough are in Bithynia,
There weep, and leave it crying; and, for the babe Is counted loft for ever, Perdita,
I pr'ythee, call't: for this ungentle business
Put on thee by my lord, thou ne'er shalt see Thy wife Paulina more. And fo, with fhrieks, She melted into air. Affrighted much, I did in time collect myself, and thought This was fo, and no flumber: dreams are toys; Yet, for this once, yea, fuperftitiously, I will be fquar'd by this. I do believe, Hermione hath fuffer'd death; and that Apollo would, this being indeed the iffue Of king Polixenes, it fhould here be lay'd, Either for life or death, upon the earth Of its right father. Bloffom, speed thee well!
There lie; and there thy character: there these; Which may, if fortune please, both breed thee, pretty one, And still reft thine. The ftorm begins: poor wretch,
That, for thy mother's fault, art thus expos'd
To lofs, and what may follow! Weep I cannot,
But my heart bleeds: and moft accurs'd am I
To be by oath enjoin'd to this. Farewel!
The day frowns more and more; thou art like to have
A lullaby too rough: I never faw
The heav'ns fo dim by day. A favage clamour?
Well may I get aboard! this is the chase;
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